Cerita hidup....(latest)

I start my education since i was 4 years old! so young huh? huhuhu...by the way now i know that knowledge is important as now i cant further my study in Medic course because i got B in Biology (suppose to get B+ to be a doctor). But life must go on. I chose to study at IPGM Kuala Terengganu, very3 far from my hometown for 5 and half years...to be a teacher...? i will become a teacher???I start to believe that..
Stay far from my house - for the first time is a quite tough for me, for sure. But i learned how to arrange myself, how to control myself without my parents. That's the point. Instead of study there. Manage myself is a good lesson that i learned there. Everyday i woke up early in the morning, take a bath, pray, n sometimes take my breakfast, then go to my class...everyday i will do the same thing...for five years,  (insyaAllah until i'm 23)...

Actually i sacrificed myself in studying at Terengganu...U know y? I have two brothers and one sis...little brother n little sis who are still studying in boarding school n primary school...n that's enough to be a reason why i go there...but i never regret what i am now. In Malay we said "semua benda ada hikmahnya" . Because in order to achieve something we must sacrificed ourselves. I love TESL.

Pe jadi?

I love my life. Why? Because it is wonderful...the time when i laughing with someone was the moment that i will always miss - i love humor. But its seem to dimm' slowly.... :(  i have been taught to be a good girl. But can i? Only me can answer the question. Along this time i feel like i want to be myself, what i means is to be what i like..no matter what other think or feel. I dont know why...n most of my day i spent in my room, listening mp3..msg..i dont want to speak to anyone..my feeling is better when i alone..no one disturbing me...for me, silent is a good thing, because no one will hurt......right3...??hehehe

Its Start

My name is Saidatul Syuhada bt Sulaiman..came from Segamat, Johor..now studying at Kuala Terengganu..for 11 sem (quite a very long3 time)n i'm - Heartbreaker.
This blog will be my diary now.