Pe jadi?

I love my life. Why? Because it is wonderful...the time when i laughing with someone was the moment that i will always miss - i love humor. But its seem to dimm' slowly.... :(  i have been taught to be a good girl. But can i? Only me can answer the question. Along this time i feel like i want to be myself, what i means is to be what i like..no matter what other think or feel. I dont know why...n most of my day i spent in my room, listening mp3..msg..i dont want to speak to anyone..my feeling is better when i alone..no one disturbing me...for me, silent is a good thing, because no one will hurt......right3...??hehehe